well, had my first day of therapy, i would say it was okay. will be going every wednesday until god knows when. oh well. heading to the doctors tomorrow to get everything checked out, probably have heart, breathing, stomach and back issues, at least thats what it feels like. i dont even know why i am writing this, i guess just to write it. until next time tumblr

January 13, 2012

Been a while

Sup tumblr. I have taken a recent liking in building and painting models, it really does it for me. Its just so awesome seeing something like a F4U Corsair come together from nothing. It also takes my mind off of all the terrible things that I feel :(. I will only be building model planes though, cars are for scrubs. I want to get my pilots license in the future and buy a plane if possible, that would be my dream. But working at Boeing as an aeronautical engineer will do. If that even happens, hopefully it does! I’ve been feeling kind of happier now that I have talked out my problems with my dad and everything, hopefully I can finally get rid of my general anxiety disorder and social anxiety, that would be real swell. I wouldn’t feel so terrible and sad and lonely all the time, hopefully I can fix all that. Haha I’m just using this as like a diary because no one uses tumblr anymore, except Brad maybe. Hi Brad, you’re a really good guy just to let you know. I’m kind of happy and in a good mood now which doesn’t happen too often. See you in another year tumblr

Notes

November 20, 2011